Neverland

She brought me a little book From that very large place And I took a look At a page It's for me to fill out For me to write in But I gotta chill out Before I dive in I don't want to remember The crazy thoughts I have Maybe by September or November A dash of sanity I'll grab And I'll write in that book That small pretty thing ----------------------- 11/11 This Could be The last time ---------------------- And I'd fill the whole thing up with all of my thoughts and what I thought about Drake and Josh and how I eat my apple pie and what I would choose if I could choose how to die and I'd write about all my adventures with her and all of it would be such a blur but I'd keep on writing about the fall and the leaves and what would happen if the world was dominated by bees and I'd write with my left hand on a poor little page because I want the world to know that I am surely no mage but I'd also mention all the awesome time that I ...

Yes, I find myself licking my teeth Because I just can't bring myself to reality Yes, I keep looking up to see if you're here Because I just can't bring myself to reality Yes, I keep on checking my phone Because I just can't bring myself to reality Yes, I keep on checking my watch Because I just can't bring myself to reality If it all wasn't real -And this is me rethinking I would again be the flash On the way home, I would have climbed out the door I would have jogged over back I would have emptied the trash I would have found them I would have washed them more than I would wash a 2015 Maserati And I would have returned before anyone noticed I was gone I wouldn't be in this pain I wouldn't be in this state (I would be in Texas, but I mean like this condition) Well if I was to rethink reality even more I'm not really sure I'd be in Texas I'd be off in Neverland (I ran across the sea) I'd run to a place just you a...

And there's days when it rains And it all streams down your face And you run in and slam the door And you fall with your face to the floor And you don't want to get up And you don't ever want to get up So you think of all the things That you wish had never had happened And you burn your thoughts With a blazing fire And you watch as the edges turn black And it starts to crumple itself Until all you see is a fire A burning piece of paper And written on the inside is "me 2015" Because the thought of me is disgusting And I want to barf when I look in the mirror Because I see a messed up person That does nothing for the society And nothing for the economy And nothing for the common good of America And wastes resources So many people wouldn't mind if I was gone Yes, it's a wonderful life Yes, God made me Yes, I know but I don't want to know Because days like this I don't want to be valuable I don't want to be a precious c...

Spell out what you want Spell out what you need I will be there Before you call me Spell out your thoughts Spell out your dreams And I'll make them true And I'll make you see Letter by letter Form the words I'm flying above And I'm still going upwards Spell out everything you need Because I did, darling

I walk in the doorway with a bag over my shoulder. My slides on my feet clap with every step I take. My hoodie keeps me nice and warm, but I still have chills when I open the next door and the court shines its glimmering wood at me. I step onto it with no words as people welcome me and ask me how I'm feeling. I walk all the way across the room to the back corner and I take off my hoodie. I remember the first time I did that. 17 points that night. I throw my slides and the jacket into my bag right after taking out the shoes. Those red and black death machines. I slip them on my feet and I spend the next five minutes tightening them and finishing it off with a knot. I slip the bag under the chair and I get up and walk to the desk in the middle of the court. There is a pad on the ground which I step on. I walk to the first line I see on the floor which curves with a 19 foot 9 inch radius. I get tossed a ball. The ball is orange with black lines through it. It is a little puffy but ful...

If life was a musical Would you sing the other part? Because I'm desperate to hear your voice

I have a weakness And that's running too fast Sometimes I run And fly back to the past Sometimes I run  And go ahead of my time But that's just me I run so fast I can fly When that jolt of lightning hit I immediately utilized it I started running forward Then I realized my shoes had burned And I run and I run and I run and I run and I run and I run and I keep running because I can run super fast and I am by far the fastest man in the whole world and then I realize that I have ran too fast again and I accidentally formed a tornado that wrecked my whole city. And so I run and I run to try to fix it and I keep running because that's the right thing to do, right, and I run and I run and keep running until a tsunami forms and floods the whole entire central city. And so I get mad and I run and I run and I run and I run and I keep running and I think I can run my feelings out but I can't so I run faster and faster and faster because I am th...

The room is blue With sand on the ground And seashell speakers To hear the waves The room is soft And very comfortable With low lighting And planes flying above The room had a clock And it said early evening But it wasn't cold It was perfect The clock hadn't moved In (148.85 minutes) We don't need time We don't need time As I explore the room A ticking starts It wasn't the croc And it wasn't the octopus But I got distracted With every fish I saw And than an X That marked a spot I dug and I dug It kept to itself But I finally reached The introverted chest That finally opened up  And pure gold poured out And it rained from the ceiling Of that saltwater room And of the water flowers Gold started to bloom It got better And only more valuable The gold inside That wonderful chest As I looked more closely There she stood  And we both looked up And understood That the time went to quickl...

The warm summer day Kids running around The children, they play And laughter's sweet sound Boys shoot water Girls run away Sun getting hotter And there's nothing to say Balls flying, water splashing, a perfect summer's here Water slides, girls meet boys, there can be no more fear And we sit on that rock Right by the sidewalk  We talk about Pan And our first Neverland Now I sit in that place And I watch your face As we remember that day When our bridge was made The hot summer day Everyone else eating lunch "Let's have a race!" And we ran as such Trees on both sides As we run through the way I stop with surprise And I gave what I had to say Sticks breaking, birds flying, a perfect summer's here Chasing squirrels, boys meet girls, there can be no more fear And we sit on that rock Right by the sidewalk  We talk about Pan And our first Neverland Now I sit in that place And I watch ...

They came in the summer My good and my bad side The same trip But two different times The first brought me down Made my life a mess Tempted me to do things I would have never thought best It destroyed my focus On the one true King And made me look for happiness In worldly things The other was joy And it represented good A sunshine world Things like they should Lost sight of it quickly Because the bad side came back And it caught me I fell in the trap Trying to escape But always wanting more My stupid sin nature I couldn't just walk through the door Tragic things happened And I played a yet again This time with a different bad side Not acting like a man Just being pulled into Every sweet thing Satan through at me And oh did it sting I kicked that one out And the other left for a while And I seized the moment To climb up before I fell And I met my good side again The sun that peeked over the storm And we bonded instantly Even though we ...

Capo 2: C, F, Am, G I know that you don't need me But I'm destined to need you I know that you can't see when I'm missing you I know that you can stay strong But would you mind if I come along?              C       F        G I could fly up to the clouds            C             G            F I could lift your life upside down I wanna be your superhero In the world you're fighting against I wanna take away your fears I wanna wipe away your tears I wanna be your superhero In the world you've got every chance                 C                   Am But if I save you than I save me                  F          G And you'll be my superhero I know that you ...

Picture frames on the wall Depict pictures of us Laughing and traveling in our Volkswagen bus The time we went here And the time we were there Honey when we were at the beach with sand in our hair And everywhere we would go there were moments Only to be remembered with you Picture frames on the wall Could not capture them quite well enough Maybe this music could make them anew Picture frames on the wall Capture uncapturable time Time that can't be retrieved even by these small rhymes But they can bring back the thoughts All the thousands of visions All of them drive into my brain in one big collision And everywhere we would go there were moments Only to be remembered with you Picture frames on the wall Could not capture them quite well enough Maybe this music could make them anew Picture frames on the wall show your ever brightening smile They're contagious every time and don't go in denial You share a happiness No one can quite explain After be...

It's always coming up The plans that I have made I could have made it up But I said my band could play What if it doesn't happen The concert that I had promised What if it doesn't happen Would the music have been missed? And we're up on stage for the first time This is the next stage of my life We're playing tonight On a stage that's all lit up With people in front of us And the crowd is singing We're playing tonight And no we won't dare to shut up This is our moment to shine And show what we're bringing Listen It's always coming up The trouble that I've made I prayed and lifted up And asked, do you want me to play The venue left my sight And I almost gave up hope The venue was given that night And the lights began to glow And we're up on stage For the first time This is the next stage of my life We're playing tonight On a stage that's all lit up With people in front of us And the crowd is si...

Leader: Me Brawlers: Deadpool and Wolverine Weapons Experts: Punisher and Tony Stark Brains: Peter Parker, Mr. Fantastic Medic: Dr. Strange, Silver Surfer Speed Fighter: The Flash, Quicksilver Mascot: Bobert on a Stick Guy who Dies First: Captain America (First movie and Avengers)

Do I cross your mind every single night Honey do you think of me? Do you dream of Who knows where, knowing I'll be there  Tell me, who's your every nights dream? Do you dream of revelations or weird occasions Cuz I dream differently, I see Two best friends laughing over again Me and you and you and me I dream I know you can dream of a billion things And you could not even fathom them all But what is much stronger and half times as small Is something that is unfathomable Times and the time are confusing things because Time grows forever but timesing makes bigger Timesing half by a half can only make smaller but the small Is only a bigger small and I know you don't know what I'm saying and I know you can't fathom my praying and I see you don't know what I see and that is what kind of things I see in my dreams Do I cross your mind every single night Honey do you think of me? Do you dream of ...

This is a song That is to you The one who paints Red things blue You took a chair I'd call it scarlet And you asked me If you could borrow it I, of course, said yes And you brought it home I asked why "Oh I don't know" "I like painting red things blue It always makes the perfect hue To me Oh I never fail to like what I see I like painting red things blue It always makes me seem to be Just happy Oh I be just who I was made to be I'm the one That paints red things blue" This is a song That is to you The one who paints Red things blue You took a cake It was red velvet You found your acrylics I told you not to sell it... It looked so good Painted blue Looked like the sky Heard it tastes like glue "I like painting red things blue It always makes the perfect hue To me Oh I never fail to like what I see I like painting red things blue It always makes me seem to be Just happy Oh I be just who I was ma...

"It goes like this, the fourth the fifth, the minor fall and the major lift" I want to write a song like that someday. ............................................................................................................... Hallelujah The angels rejoice Hallelujah The sound of his voice The Lord is always here The Lord is always here Hallelujah The people fall down Hallelujah He wears the crown The Lord is Almighty The Lord is Almighty Hallelujah Give thanks to Him Hallelujah He has beaten sin The Lord will never fail The Lord has never failed

They are so great. My second family, I mean. They come over every once in a while and their smiles light up the world. They comfort me and never fail to make me laugh. Our families correspond way too well and we laugh about that. I know they will always be there for me and those are the kind of people I want in my life. :)

Hey guys, whoever reads this. I really need some prayer. Our benefit concert is coming up this week and I'm super excited but also 100% nervous. If y'all could just pray for me and the band and also Mr. Carlos and Mrs. Violeta. Thanks soooo much!

Hey darling, I know you're here tonight You know I want to see you before leaving Yeah I want it, but I can't do it I can't risk you ending up like this And I can't come outside till I'm singing La la la la, la la la Until you can hear me singing La, la la la, la la la I can't just wait till you go home So I swear to you, that I can stop this fast I can't just wait till you go home Yea I want this of last night to just all be in my past And I'll come out to the best And hey sweetie I need you here to fight it But I know that you can't be near me Yeah, I want it, but I can't do it I can't risk you ending up like this And I can't come outside till I'm singing La, la la la, la la la Until you can hear me singing La, la la la, la la la I can't just wait till you go home So I swear to you, that I can stop this fast I can't just wait till you go home Yea I want this of last night to just all be in m...

So Nick did a rap battle between Deadpool and Spiderman and it was amazing. I'm gonna try to do one half as good. The link for his is here: http://iamanaddictwithapen.blogspot.com/2015/03/marvel-rap-battle-deapool-vs-spider-man.html Ironman: From low tech to high tech, from you to me That's called evolution of humans, baby I was born with money in my pocket And you just sit there with a pic in your locket A long time ago in a galaxy far away Steve Rodgers was born, the runt, in a cave An experiment from someone else's technology "Use this shield" they said, well it's not biology I used my brain to get this far And I don't think you could work a car! Captain America: You're right, I am low-tech But you think I'm not smart! Just wait till I flex You'll see, Tony Stark I'm loyal to the U.S. and I ended the war Your suit is the cutest and your tower's a bore You're practically a robot, it does everything for you I ...

The ball once bought In a nice sports store Opened sometime And hit to the floor In the bushes A boy picked it up Gave it to his dog His dog just a pup Played for a day Eventually lost The ball far from home Now without a cost The seasons passed by Spring into summer The rain stormed down Roar went the thunder The wind it chilled And the rain froze Snow fell down The ball three feet below The skiers came They did their sports The season ending No more snow forts The yellow exposed Under the last bit of ice And once again found By a boy, small and nice Thrown like a snowball Missed his dad by a hair Rolled into a puddle Maybe not found till next year Now who possibly knows The future of this ball I made up the past I only saw the fall Could be used for tennis What it was made for But maybe a dog toy Or thrown to the sea floor Someday the ball could decay Or it could be in a case A prize winner ball Or thrown in a face The ball could cause blood Or shouts of pure joy Could be just worthl...

Ironman, we are upside down So fly up here and get us out Spiderman, we will surely break Please help, there's no time He killed a cop and lit a fire Don't kill the last hope for our lives Heroes, I know we won't survive Please help, there's no time Are you gonna save our lives? Are you gonna save our lives? Oh oh oh are you gonna save our lives? Are you gonna save our lives? Doesn't mean there won't be fright! So oh oh are you gonna save our lives? [ beat break, oh yeah] Are you gonna save our lives? Doesn't mean there won't be fright! So oh oh are you gonna save our lives? He lit the fire with gasoline Come fly up here and help me please! Don't let these people down again, so just one more time Captain bring your friends to New York Assemble the troops with some pride! I need to see a glimpse of Thor Please help, there's no time Are you gonna save our lives? Are you gonna save our lives? Oh oh oh are you gonna ...

In a hotel, many miles away I think I see you, but it's in my head Cuz all that I see, is your beautiful face When I close my eyes, and go to bed I wish that I could be just where you are But could it be, you're not that far You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you I gotta find you You're what keeps the clarity from my mind And you're the reason that I'm still alright Cuz I just can't get your voice out of my thoughts Your melody is all I've got I wish that I could be just where you are But could it be, you're not that far You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you I gotta find you There's pain in life Don't let it lead you ast...

I sit here and think I don't have a deep thought Your head is so creative And mine is clearly not You write with mystery I write sappy songs And somehow still I think you'd sing along It's that glimpse of simple You must need Because your thoughts keep you awake And they make you bleed So sometime we'll sit On a blanket in a valley And not think about life We'll have fun undoubtedly But I'll think as usual And you won't have to Well just relax some And look at the view Tell me where We'll go to mountains or the beach In a big city We don't have to go skiing Well go to an underwater hotel Or an igloo under the northern lights We can take off and sail Or we can fly out of sight And we'll get there sometime And just sit down We'll think of simple things Like our simple hometown So get sucked into the words Uncreative and sappy But there is a meaning And I hope it makes you happy

The snow glistening The mountain so high If you listen you could hear the sky People of all kinds In all different clothes All different minds All ripping the snow The white-capped hills Far off in sight Again and again the thrill Hah, until you bite it The powder flying behind You just can't get enough Now I'm inside Until I wake up

No capo, Key of C   (Turn around)                  F It just seems like yesterday                                        Turn arounds: F, C, G, Am, F, C, G             C When I met her in the sun                       G But we were little kids that day         C Just out and having fun        F Her hair was white as snow                     C And she had strange things with the rain                G But don't ask me, I don't know                    C I knew she'd be my queen someday (Turn around) F Ororo won't you stay in town C       ...

A boy walked down the river side to play He had no clue that day would change his life His life would end on that same very day Woe, for his future children and his wife His body found in such a shameful way His parents on a walk down to the shore His dad had nearly wandered so astray His life had zero purpose anymore A mom lived at home with two nice daughters And two funerals now to attend to She cried, wept for the boy and his father And her mother's house, her girls to send to She lived alone in a house meant for five A lady with now such a broken heart She thought of the One who will be alive From start to end and the end to the start I don't have the strength, Oh Lord, or the stuff You are enough, Oh Lord, You are enough

They kicked and they punched He was on the ground His bones bruised and crunched A terrible sound He prayed to the Lord "Forgive them I ask" And on the last word They finished the task The mourning that night So many sad men But he was a light They had faith again He died for his God The people honored There was no applaud  Nobody bothered The spark he then lit No forgetting it

"Remember that as long as you're following God you can't be a disappointment or failure. It doesn't matter what the world defines as success." -Emily Grey

Darling you know that I will be there till the end If you go, I go and if you stay I stay But no king of Thebes controls me You know that my life you amend And if you don't go away, that's my way And you can fly with me

Good morning darling Have the best day yet I know it's hard But make it as good as they get After today The night will come But come it may For tomorrow's fun I'm singing one part Of a melody here You're in my heart Good morning dear

*instruments* *scream* *more instruments*