Neverland

My mind works in crazy ways Like sometimes it leaves and sometimes it stays Hopin for absolutely nothing but the best But then always thinkin that what i got is a mess Woo Woo Worse Case Senario Like my goldfish dying while I was playin Hi-Ho Cheerio I dont usually think of all the possiblities just the ones that I dont want and it works to wake and scare me Please just let me know you're alright cuz in my mind you fell off a cliff and died I can't stand what this dumb mind creates for me I just hope for it, ignore it, sleep on it, snore on it I can't help checkin my phone just like I do my fridge waitin for somethin new to come until I curl in a ball and I cringe Waiting for you makes time literally slow Slower and slower until the only single thing I know Is how to watch the clock on my com OMG JUST GOT A TEXT  oh look it was my mom -_- Dont laugh at me fool I got news for you I text my mom when I want to and she's a nice person and when you're ...

I just thought up some lyrics and wanted to jot them down, Walkin down the hall you think you look all tough but is that because you thinkin that your life's all rough you need to think about somebody else's feelings and all the other crap that they been dealin with the world looks at you and dissaproves cuz you been pickin on the kids that have nothin to do we are all the same here buddy we got our struggles I know all our lives are cruddy but the smuggles? The pushin the punchin the smushin the crushin The worst you can do is use your words for kung foo You break us all down by breakin our crowns You know we try to understand your situation we do But its hard to look past all the rude stuff you do It does you even worse I swear To let them know nobody cares Cuz when you thinkin your friends'll be there All you get is murderous stares I learned somethin new this week about all these kids I never thought I'd meet You look and automatically say I d...

Pinecove, Journey, Beach Blast, Kids Club, A Month of JB, Southern Junction, Washington, Summer Service Trip, Segway Tour, South Carolina, Panic! At the Disco...  Sounds like an exciting summer! So thankful that it is mine! :D

The movie has ended My summer was bended I never thought I would Meet a friend I could Have forever in France I will not see him in the morning So right now I am mourning I said my last good bye Tomorrow he will be in the sky Going back to France Words could never say How I feel when I feel this way It's like saying farewell To a brother I've gotten to know so well Have a great life, back in France

I have a dear friend Letters I will always send He will always be remembered How he never surrendered He could do anything he wanted He didn't get it the first time, and grunted He learned his way through this place I'm sure he could get to outer space He is the most determined guy I know He'd do his "training" through sun or snow He created memories, laughs, and smiles I know that we will miss him a while As he flies his way oversea We will still be yelling goodbye to JB.

The subconcious can be a terrible thing It searches your minds for the deepest of dreams It searches for all your very best wishes And grants you them no matter how ficticious It also finds the scariest fears The ones that you hear and just scream with plugged ears It can sometimes show you what you want to see And other times what you dread after your prayers and pleas When you wake up you wish you'd never fallen asleep But after hours of crying, you realize sleep your mind keeps People come and ask if alright You need no attention so you reply positively than sigh You wish that you could answer truthfully And you remember your dream of cruelity You continue to move on and think your ok Life gets hard when you continue this way Keeping others out to live in the dark Was one of the worse things in my life I can mark I see that your friends, your sister is there To comfort you every time that you're scared Please I'd wish you'd soon sleep better I as...

The spot on my door takes the shape of a lolipop It is the color black It is located across the door  at the same level as the knob It is about two inches long It is very noticable I could wash it off But it would wash away some great memories

I have a picture that sits in my room. It looks like just another pattern. You don't see anything special about it. But it's special to me. My mom gave it to me. At first I didn't see the need. She told me to look hard at the picture. Still I saw nothing. It made me so curious that I stared at it everytime I was in my room. I tried looking all around the picture for a break in the pattern, for something different. I tried looking at it normally, I tried squinting. I tried looking cross-eyed. Nothing came. I stared straight in the middle of it for about 10 minutes. Searching for answers, for something new. And at the moment when I thought I would never see the real picture, it stood out wide and clear. Now everytime I glance at it, I see the hidden message. The beauty of it, is that you will never understand it.

Once in a while, you should try Beating at things until they die Grab a stick and just start swinging It will help if you start believing That beating things is not so cruel When what your beating is made for duel Dont beat things made of meat or living flesh with hearts a'beat The poor little thing did nothing to you So stop the beating and maybe pet it too If I were you I buy some drums So when you are in pain with swollen gums Beat at those until they die That's what instrument you should try :)

Well I'd walk on fire just to be next to you And I'd climb the highest mountain just to see your point of view And I'd swim the edge of the earth if you said you wanted proof Yeah I'd do that for you -Mayday Parade