Neverland

Your Glorious Grace surrounds me, I am joyful in the life that You give. I am thankful for the air that I breath, But if You ever decide you need me up there, take me away, God. If I need to stay on this earth to fulfill your purpose for my life, give me the strength and work through me. If that purpose is finished, I will not be afraid. Be with my family and my dear friends, continue to shape their lives. Continue to show my friend your love, Continue to bring him to you. Continue to show him true satisfaction, and continue to give him rest. I pray for your most beautiful gift to me, I thank you for what You have done through her, In my life, in many other's lives, and I pray that you give her joy. You are in control and we praise you for that truth.

Sometimes I wonder.. If you could get rid of every memory you have of me and never see me again, forgetting my existence,  would you?

A yellow brick road leads to a mansion where sunflower seeds begin to grow And on the porch- steps to the storehouse of all the things I'll ever do Sunflower Memories

Ok so I felt like this needed to be posted just because everything is so amazing. I had such an amazing day today because I realized how important real talk is to me. Conversations with people and hearing people's hearts. After talking on the phone with my dearest friend for three hours, I found myself wandering downstairs where I heard a drill-like sound. I opened the back door and saw my father standing there with a black nike jacket with the sleeves rolled up close to his elbows. He was standing with a rod in his hands, pushing it gently on a spinning rounded block of wood. His earbuds were in, and as I walked out he took out his phone and paused the audio book that he was listening to. He asked me how my day was and we just started talking. He told me about why he wanted to become an Emergency Medical doctor, and he told me about how he saw me doing anything I wanted to do. He talked and talked, all the while sharing his wisdom and I realized that my father is the greatest ph...

Merry Christmas, Bedford Falls! :)

You're my kryptonite that I need tonight And you always stop me dead in my tracks If I choose fight or flight, will you just hold me tight, and be my kryptonite? Will you be my kryptonite? --------------------------------------------------------------------- You take down all my defense! One kiss, I bet, would take me high into the sky or my grave I need to feel your embrace, see your face, sense your grace 'cause you know- I know you're my weakness!

Warning: sappy love stuff If you're judging, it's cause you are jealous :P  *boxes out everyone else* Emily Grey, you have no idea how much you mean to me. I constantly think about you, but my hope is that you're happy. When I make you laugh, when I make you smile- That's mission accomplished When you sent that text: "You make me the happiest girl alive" That's mission accomplished. But it restarts every time.  I want to forever make you the happiest girl alive. That's all I want.  I hope you read this and smile, because That's mission accomplished.  I don't know what I'm supposed to be one day. I don't know if I should know or not, But if you're by my side, I'm happy.  If I could look into the future, and you were there, That's mission accomplished.  I don't know if anyone still reads this at all; even you really.. But if you happen to stumble upon this, know that your Jo...

I've never thought about the story of Peter walking on water to Jesus this way. The life altering moment when Peter climbed out of his boat onto the giant waves that could have just in one second brought him under and killed him is the moment when we accept Christ. It is a leap of faith, it really is. By accepting Christ, you say, although I've never physically seen a person die and go to heaven, and although there's no way for me to have physical proof that this will save me or that this is real, I believe it with my whole heart and I'm giving my life to this. It was the same thing with Peter. He had never seen anyone else walking around with Jesus on the water. He had no proof whatsoever that this would work and he wouldn't just die right then, but he took that leap of faith. As he is walking on the water, this is our Christian walk. This is where we cannot live without God. This is where we realize that we are nothing without Him and without His support we are...

Honestly really missing the days when we would all hang out at the Grey's and watch a movie or play games. Emily and I hopeful that it would last forever. Grace, Hannah, Emily, Ethan, and Nick, y'all will always be my squad. Miss y'all so much. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fi 'n sylweddol yn dymuno na fyddai drama rhwygo ar wahân cyfeillgarwch. Doedd gen i ddim rhan yn -. .. -.-. -.- Ac .... .- -. -. .- .... .----. ... Perthynas ac yr wyf yn cael unrhyw ran yn -. .-. .- -.-. . a. - .... .- -. .----. ... Berthynas, ond yn dal eu bod yn torri o flaen fy a lladd fy ngrŵp ffrind mewn eiliad. Onest, roedd gan y merched yn y grŵp hwnnw unrhyw barch at y guys oedd am berthynas. Bobl sy'n derbyn gofal am ei gilydd a phobl taflu i ffwrdd. Rwy'n gwybod fy mod yn cael unrhyw fusnes yn dwlu ar pam eu bod yn torri i fyny, ond yr wyf yn dymuno nad oeddent erioed wedi gotten at ei...

Lord, how can you call me to lead when I can't hold my own? And when I write that I see my flawed logic. I can never hold my own; Lord hold me up. I am a filthy sinner, and I shouldn't teach or lead, but I'm called to. I sin over and over, and when I ask for forgiveness and do it again, I'm so foolish! I know that only guilt comes, but again and again I disobey you. Lord hold me up, you are my strong tower. You are my fortress and my shield, help me to take refuge in You. Help me to abide in You, when I talk about it so much. Thank you for saving my life from eternal despair and separation from You. I don't deserve Your grace, but You want me to take it. Thank You for always welcoming me back in with open arms after I run away from You. Your love never fails, and I am your prodigal son. It must get frustrating to watch me, but in the end, I always run back to You. Thank You