Neverland

And what did I do to deserve your love??? I have nightmares too, and I wish they were of you In mine, I'm gone, but I see everything, and I wish they were of you Because I see the awful distress and lifelessness in your eyes and that hurts way more What did I do to deserve that???  Don't be afraid Don't be afraid Don't be afraid Death cannot stop true love, it can only delay it a little while.  You think this comes around every day?  Please Never doubt me again

I wanna be your story book ending Cause your life is a fairy tale You're a creative dreamer Looking to the sky You live a tough life But do everything right And you finally meet your prince You say you dream about the possibility  But don't think it'd be reality All I wanna do is make your dreams come true You're not like the other girls In your heart you know it's the right thing But you sing softly to yourself  And he falls in love with you Your his anchor, and his wings You're what makes him sing You're his joy and delight You're the only one in his sight With you he feels like royalty But you already think he's a king He can fend off the Pirates He's got his knife And his tricks But let's be honest: And here's what he's the most thankful for You keep him safe

Youre different And I'm crazy about it

You're my favorite melody The only harmony That I wanna hear You're my favorite part of me With you standing next to me I've got nothing to fear Because- you are the music in me Hold my hand, Let's go dancing in the woods sing with me and harmonize and synchronize our steps Your soft voice keeps me dancing And your dress twirls when you spin Your eyes look up at me  And I look down at you You are the music in me 

There's this girl that I know. Sometimes she just stares off into the distance and I just look at those sad beautiful eyes. Sometimes she notices and looks at me and smiles and goes, "what?" and other times she just keeps staring. I always wonder what she's thinking about in that complex mind of hers. I always take these moments to study her face. Like it's the last time I'll ever see her. Or the first. She always complains that a cow licked her hair or something, but I don't ever know what she's talking about. It always falls off perfectly to the right side of her face, looking from her eyes. I've spent so much time just staring at that scene that I know it front and back. It's like I've binge watched her face, but it never bores me. It's always amazing. She's always deep in thought and what I would give just to see what she's thinking about. She always says, "nothing!" but I know she spends a lot of time 'process

By the way, I finally have a song that goes to that cool guitar tune I made up a long time ago! :) I tried recording a sample but I had a coughing fit in the middle of it and... well it adds character.

I can't remember the days That I woke up carefree I was excited for the day Like everyday was a dream I didn't have no deadlines I didn't have no chores I was happy for hours Just sitting on the floor I had a Lego junkyard And a whole city too No homework was waiting No duty to attend to I woke up happy When the sun first rose And if you heard me singing I mean, who knows? Oh, carefree I can't remember the time That they weren't in my life That they weren't by my side Little brothers I think back to North Carolina When I was just toddling And for some reason I see Their stroller I woke up in the morning With not a care in my heart For when the day's gonna start Carefree, oh My older brother going to University And I'm here with me Dreaming- carefree My tests are tomorrow And I've been studying Oh what I'd give to be Carefree

If you ever need to make anything out of duct tape, let me know. I'm kind of the master

Ok, here is my official stance on Team Cap vs. Team Iron Man. If you wanna try to change my mind, text me. Basically, I'm gonna talk about Captain America and the sole members of his group, and Iron Man and the sole members of his, and not like the new guys who didn't really have an opinion. Then I will form my ideal team, which yes is mainly team Iron Man. Captain America is selfish. He doesn't care who he hurts to save his dangerous friend. Bucky knows that he can't control himself, he should have put limitations on himself a long time ago. Iron Man knows that and just as precautions limits the Avengers by signing. Running from the law is not noble!! Let me just put that out there. All of Team Cap are criminals! And not even for a noble purpose. It's because they don't wanna have rules and they don't want mommy and daddy telling them what they can't do. They're caught up in their power. And it's not like the rest of Team Cap joined because

I'm running a social experiment to see if anyone has the capability of texting back

There's situations that happen Events that exist Memories made I guess in a different dimension These stolen moments Happen every once in a while How you picture how something Is supposed to go And something runs up to you, Punches you in the crotch, Unties your shoe, And ruins the moment.  But the event still exists Deep in your thoughts. You can see what happens, but It doesn't Stolen It can't come back You missed it And you could do nothing about it It's still there, But in the wrong person's mind I can replay what was supposed to happen for someone Over and over and over And it won't make me happy It was supposed to be in theirs So they could always think back and remember But no That privilege was stolen The scenario can never be recreated You missed it And there is Nothing You Can Do

Happy birthday, Grace!!! 

My name is Joseph. I'm posting this so that the next time Emily looks on my blog, she won't be utterly disappointed at the fact that I haven't posted ONCE AGAIN.  So here is a post for the sake of her not having her heart sink just this once, so that she is happy.  Even though she is the one who wrote this, so technically it doesn't count.  But whatever.

Not that worried. He'll do fine. Not too far, he's comfortable there. I'll go see games, he'll come home semi-often. He'll be busy, I'll be too. I'll be drumming, I might get him a kazoo. I'll get my space, he'll get his. I'll pray for him, he'll pray for me, I'll be a senior, he'll be an Aggie.