Neverland

There's something about when I think about you The trees start to grow and the flowers all bloom The sun starts to rise and show it's glorious hue And the water it clears into the most beautiful blue My headaches dissipate and my scars are cleaned The air, it feels like we found a perfect spring breeze The wars all stop and every person's at peace And the darkness turns into something you can finally see HMDJZIABSAJZID

Thanks, I think I feel you holding me You got me tightly in your arms Like in a night where tears are streaming And my Dad makes sure I know I'm Yours Thanks, I think I feel you holding me You got me securely everywhere And even when I'm away, I know I'm okay Because I know that You're always there Thanks, I think I feel you holding me You've given me brothers to light up my day They drive me crazy sometimes, but today I'm alright Because I know they want me to play Thanks, I think I feel you holding us My family and her and all my best friends I see Your work and your hand and my amazing fam And relationships I don't think will end

Remember my friend the things you were taught The love that was shown to you You straight up forgot The people, they accepted you Great examples you had And what happened to your heart It was never this bad You don't mean it to harm I know that can't be you But what would your mother think Honestly, if she knew? This life isn't for fun It wasn't made for the joy It wasn't made for us to sit around And be boys- It was made for us to be men To stand up to the pain To stand up to the temptations To dance in the rain To sing in our trials Because we have the true strength And it wasn't a drink or an E-cig That died for your sake I want to tell you with love But the brutal honesty I don't want it to hurt you I don't want it to sting So I have to make the choice Is our relationship worth more Than what could possibly be fixed For you to restore? Come home Come home

The dark's not taking prisoners tonight

Today's a day  And that's okay I don't think it's great The hour that I wake I don't want to say I have to go debate But it's okay Today's a day The day will pass like all the rest No use in fighting and holding it back Just live it out, enjoy what you can Cuz that time you spent can never come back Today's a day And that's okay Gotta get on my feet Gotta get down and eat Gotta hop in my car We're driving far That's okay Today's a day Days are great I can't relate

There's a song stuck in my head And I can't write my own instead Get out of my mind Get out of my head There's a song that sings my life And I'm glad it's on my side Get out of my head Get out of my mind And oh, you got me singing out You got me singing out And oh, I'm always ringing out So I'll scream and shout! Na na you are my favorite song And all day long I wanna listen to you and Na na you got me dancing So come and dance with me soon I wanna listen to you There's a song I listened to And every stations playing it through You're my favorite beat Yeah, you're my favorite tune I can't stop until we meet Cuz it plays from your heartbeat You're my favorite tune You're my favorite beat And oh, you got me singing out You got me singing out And oh, I'm always ringing out So I'll scream and shout! Na na you are my favorite song And all day long I wanna listen to you and Na na you got me dancing S

He has a care for his little brother He nods at me to make sure I'm ok He silently asks if I'm holding up And when I start to write he sends me a text I always say things and playfully make fun When he doesn't insult me and sticks out his tongue All he ever wants to do is help And it seems like I hate him, to give him hell He's always better and better than me How I'll turn out? Well, we'll see But I'm pretty darn sure he's got it figured out Keep silently helping in just your amount

I lie in my bed And I hear that song through the walls  There is a truth and its on our side Dawn is coming Open your eyes

And if I can't sleep If I don't dream Will you at least Stay with me? And if I cant think When I can't see Darling I need you To stay with me And I'm so sorry For not being strong When you needed me All along And I'm so sorry For not forgetting the past And for saying you worry And for arguing about taking out the trash That wasn't to you though That was to mom So I'm sorry for everything you'll hear me say In the years to come I'm sorry for being dramatic And not wanting to be me I'm just not emphatic  On the bad things I see I'm sorry for not keeping my word When I tell you things You know I hate promises And even more- dissapointing I'm sorry for not flying in And sweeping you off your feet When the trouble came And I was still at sea I'm sorry for not being Everything you need me to be I'm sorry for not seeing Everything you wish I  could see I'm sorry for coming into your life But I'm so glad you came into mine And I&

What is this world? What is this world?  Full of terrible people  Doing horrible things Destroying the bells and steeples  So the churches won't ring What is this world?  All these selfish men And I'm on that list Making delicacies for themselves then Slandering and being racist What is this world? What is this world?  Eating and drinking as they please Asking for another slice of beef Getting drunk and going racing Getting locked in a cell while they sing I am this world I am ruin I am sin I am destruction I hate I judge I steal I lie I am everything that people in this world say is terrible but I do nothing to try and fix it Because I am this world What is this world? This world is us "Renew your minds" "Do not conform to this world" Do something

If I say that it won't Will it? If I pretend that it won't Will it kill me? If I stop and I act and fake it all Won't it creep up and overwhelm me? But how can I start, I foresee it all How can I prepare for my downfall? So I stop and I act and I fake it all Already, about 3 days in.

You have called me higher You have called me deeper And I'll go where you will lead me Lord

I can't do work because of her smile And I when I think, I go in denial She stole my heart She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight I can't stop listening to her songs Because I started last night and all morning long She stole my heart  She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight I can't stop flipping through my photos Be-cause-all-day-she-makin-me-loco She stole my heart  She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight I can't stop waiting for tonight I'm trying to skip through time with all my might She stole my heart She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight I can't write a song because there's too much to say If I try I'll be sitting here all day She stole my heart She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight Yeah you stole my heart You stole my mind And darling for you I will wait

There's a cricket and the room and it won't get eaten It chirps all day, yes it chirps without ceasing It's there right now, I can hear it mocking me Because I can't eat it so he's saying "nothing's stopping me!" I could reach inside and kill it with a knife I could reach inside and it might think it can hide But I won't How long is the life span of that stupid cricket I guess we'll find out since I choose not to kill it But it's in a dragons cage, and if spike feels the rage He could surely just devour it quickly But spikes not as annoyed as -oh my gosh it stopped The chirping has stopped oh, could it be true? No. It hasn't. A disgusting two words: it resumed. Why can't the dragon just eat it up So that everyone in the house might not throw up From this incredibly annoying chirping we hear 24/7 subconscious in our ears It's going louder and faster now It won't stop  It won't stop

I always used to say that I'd rather live on the streets in a box with the love of my life Than to be rich and have everything and not be with my wife Don't worry what tomorrow has to bring. We have the greatest love living inside of us, guiding us, and He will never leave. 

Expansion writing: I can write a million words Starting from, "do you like birds?"  I can then say things like, "You you wish you could fly?"  You've got two questions to answer Both yes and no But if you give me something simple You know how I'll go "Why is that?" I ask And there will will be more and more words And this conversation grows that originated with birds They don't really matter It's something kind of simple So my expansion writing Is nothing not simple But when I write compression That's taking something large A theory or idea With such a huge margin Squeezing it and wording it And putting it into a song When something that would accurately describe it Would be far too long Because I don't have the words I don't have the expressions To fit what I'm feeling  Onto a paper impressioned Or on a screen with these lights You just shine really all too bright

Heaven and earth have finally aligned Days are good

Oh, will I ever know? It's somewhere there But will I ever hear? This sadness crawls into my heart And before I can even start You say... No

To wear, or not to wear My teeth feel numb and my visions going out I can't see my thumb, though it's out and about There's a very distant throbbing, though it's miles away Miles through the sobbing, the heartache, the pain  This instrument of death is waiting in its case You know, the small orange one sitting by the vase What? How did it get there? Is it following me around? "Yes and id like to put my retainer in your mouth!" I'm hearing the voices, it's driving me insane! "You're already insane for letting your teeth scoot away." Scoot away from each other or scoot away from me? "That there's the question, you wanna open and see?" No, get away from me! I scream and I itch Because these unsettling voices have an earie pitch I eat the next meal, a few hours passed And I can't help but feel the food going in between the gap The gap in my teeth? No! My braces fixed that! "And your retainer would help you if you weren&

Let's take this time To make the most potential paintings The best of memories To adventure the island That I like to call Neverland One week Let's make it seem like twenty I know it will seem more like 1/8 But let's try