Scar

Now all I'll be thinking of is you

And I say that like something has changed

At school my day dreams aren't new

And with them I play a little game

How many times will I see her today

I try to keep count but I soon lose my place

Was it 409 or 428? 

I knew in my heart all along

That this would happen, you and I

And I'd write it in poems and songs

That I wanted to spare you the pain

And I made bad choices

Went too far

And I think you know what I mean

When I say it left a scar

Deep and visible, people still see

I want to wash it away 

It's a metaphor see

But what definitely isn't

Are my feelings right now

And I know that this time

It's not feelings alone

God set this in motion

Or at least I pray that He did

So that as soon as we can

I'd like to begin