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Merry Christmas Bedford Falls!

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Nine hundred times I've looked up and saw sun And knew in my heart a knew chance has begun This time is different, it's got opportunity And I won't let the week tell me what it'll do to me Nine hundred times the church bells ring And I can hear myself; did I stand there or sing? Nine hundred times more in another 3 and 17

Vow

There's this tree behind the A-frame. It's in a little meadow. I stood up next to it after 20 minutes of prayer. I made a vow, I made a promise, I gave myself a life goal That I will try with every ounce of my being to keep. It's unconditional, even if feelings are lost. I will pursue I will pursue Even if she closes the blinds when I shout up to her Those thirty six squares separate nothing I will have her flowers and I will have love I will have no intention of leaving I would not respect her decision I'd only know I loved her I would never let her go "†˙å˜˚ ¥ø¨ ƒø® ´µˆ¬¥. ˙´¬π µ´ †ø π®ø†´ç† ˙´®." "†˙å˜˚ ¥ø¨ ƒø® ´µˆ¬¥. ˙´¬π µ´ †ø π®ø†´ç† ˙´®." "ˆ π®øµˆß´ †ø ˜´√´® ¬´† ˙´® ©ø. †ø ˜´√´® ßøπ ¬ø√ˆ˜© ˙´® ´√´˜ ˆƒ ƒ´´¬ˆ˜©ß å®´ ¬ø߆. ˆ ∑ˆ¬¬ ˜´√´® ߆øπ ¬ø√ˆ˜© ˙´®. †˙å˜˚ ¥ø¨ ƒø® ´µˆ¬¥ ©®´¥≤ ˙´¬π µ´ †ø π®ø†´ç† ˙´®."

Inside Out,

(I'm not a busy guy I just sit in here and write So I have the time to think of all the words that I would say to you If I only just had five Well I think them day and night I think the words so much that they're branded in my mind So, I'm in love with you)

overjoyed

I don't know exactly what it is That is bothering you But I wish there was something more I could do I see it in your eyes Your beautiful sad eyes They look out the window trying to support your disguise I'm here, and I squeeze, and I smile at you Because sadly that's what I feel like I'm restrained to do But I want to bring you in close and fly way up high Higher than this earth so your problems go away I want to bring you to New York City And show you the lights Wear wonderful coats while the snow falls And spin you around while we ice skate again But right now I only see those beautiful sad eyes Don't worry my darling Everything will be great This week will go by Just like two thousand and eight Life happens and we grow And we look back at these things They formed us, we learned And we, wait for it, grew our wings! Don't worry my dear Smile And this time don't fake it and then shut your door and break down Find the reasons to hav

Day 010

I'm thankful for sleep

Day 009

I'm thankful for a dad who saves lives

Day 008

I'm thankful for shoes

Day 007

I'm thankful for your Word

Day 006

I'm thankful for prayer

Day 005

I'm thankful for vocal chords To sing what they like To remind us of good times Oh, the art of a mic To say the words, "I miss you" Or to get rid of sad moments To tell an exciting story Or two lover's sweet confluence Thanks God for my voice :)

Day 004

I'm thankful for unending grace even when we mess up over and over and over again. From my parents, my coach, my friends, and even more so, the Lord :)

Day 003

I'm thankful that God will always be the same

Day 003

I am thankful that my dogs didn't bark at the skunk on our patio and that animal control came quickly!

Day 002

I am thankful for the rain

Day 001

I am thankful for you
Nothing creative Y'all were there Gotta push and yell Gotta take control Like a stream of water Like a rushing flood It calmed me And I pushed harder One stop, one score One stop, one score Get down on D Guard the yard Push Take it Collision Charge him One stop, one score thanks

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It's that moment when it feels too good That it feels a little wrong It's that moment when you slip on the hood That you're walkin a little too raw When you know it's right But the actions wrong And all you write Clashes like a gong  I have to get me under control But in the meantime, sleep well
Let's skip to the good part

Dreaming June

I'm walkin through this hullabaloo  And I can't stop my thinkin Reminds me of the summer time It's gone and gone away This ground is dry, but the beach was wet My toes were slowly sinkin I miss the hours of smelling salt  And walkin in the waves I'm dreaming summer time here with this music I'm dreaming summer time here with you I'm dreaming on my own, so don't be long, babe I'm looking forward to next year with you I'm singin songs on the back porch This ice it's a little bumming  The fire's hot and the cocoa steams  Bring summer back to me We'd run around with our water guns Nonstop with beach boys strumming If we could surf the world like that Oh Darling, im ready to  leave! I'm dreaming summer time here with this music  I'm dreaming summer time here with you I'm dreaming on my own, so don't be long, babe I'm looking forward to next year with you  Oh woah oh
I wish I found some better sounds no one's ever heard, I wish I had a better voice and sang some better words, I wish I found some chords in an order that is new, I wish I didn't have to rhyme every time I sang Twenty One Pilots

STOP REMINDING ME SATAN

This dream still haunts me every day Eliminates all feeling when I saw her face The tears that fell down burned in my mind Arms over her knees, pain in her eyes I'm not sure how she got there, but things flash in my brain I can see the cut on her neck and her pulsing veins I don't want to think of the possibilities Of what could have happened after I took my leave See if we start from the top, it went much like this: I was brought up on stage and the crowd started to hiss I wasn't performing, my arms were tied behind my back And I watched as they put all the other heads in a sack I came up next and was able to see As the blade came upon me and my soul was let free That's not all that bad though, I'm sure that I thought I get to go to paradise so I searched and I sought I soon came home to a wild surprise My parents were there with insanity's eyes "Now that we've raised you we can take our prize" And everything I thought of them d
A talk øn a røck has changed everything It helped me find yøu and it gave me my wings It made me Peter Pan and yøu Wendy D And that's the best that it cøuld be 
I pray for Stupidity to leave every time I'm weak left hand fingers close fisting my hand Can I throw my arms up out of reach? nothing is tempting me tell my mind, no right hand holds prudence october comes again soon leave me alone leave me alone

Trust me, I'm 100% sure I have no idea -the Future

Pink hair and a backwards hat And that freakin awesome beard The gages and sleeve That's who I like to be :) Sometimes I close my eyes And I see myself on stage I'm hammering the snare It's so loud you're scared With my best friend beside me He's singing what he believes I couldn't feel better And as my hair gets redder And my clothes get whiter I feel it pulling tighter That's my life That feels like my life I wanna show the world whats right
One day I'll get you to watch my movies To watch my shows and eat my wonderful ideas to find joy in my youtube videos to hate bad music and continue liking the good stuff To go on water slides and roller coasters And to have a freaking epic time And that will probably most likely happen But even if it doesn't I'm the luckiest dude alive My life is a piece of pie With you next to me I'm the happiest guy I know Better than a Christmas morning with snow A minute with you You're the other half to my duet And when I'm near you my hands start to sweat... But that's ok! Cause sometimes you turn towards me and smile And your skin is smoother than tile And it shocks me like taser (might be 'cause of my blazer?) That you'd ever smile at a guy like me I'm happy I'm so happy

Amazon

Hey, don't worry about it It's just a day And hey you don't have to hold in your tears I promise, it will be ok You're doing so amazing You impress me everyday And you've got me here behind you And your God every step of the way Every day is a blessing And some are harder than most And these blessings can sting and hurt But oh you will be so strong You are a trooper A warrior An amazon And I believe in you And I'll be there to help turn your page If you think you're gonna fall Third or second wasn't meant for you Emily, you've got it in the bag Believe in yourself half as much as I do And you'll be the most confident warrior of all I call you about these silly things and I "ask for your advice" Funny thing is, it's always great But the purpose was the sound of your voice I don't mean to be asking of you And I wish that I could give I don't wish I could snap my fingers and your problems are gone I&

Warmth

I'm so blessed she knows me I'm so blessed she's there And every word she writes to me Is music in my ears Every time she looks at me I see her humble face Her eyes are full of beauty And her heart is full of grace She makes me want to jump for joy And also hold her in my arms And it's difficult to let go of her Oh, she'll go so far Her hair falls down like a gentle stream Over perfectly smooth rocks And it puts me back at the camp sight Her and I on a little walk I'm never giving up on her  She'll have to fight me away  And you know I'll be there morning again Until the very last day
If I could find a man as godly as you Who cares like you And thinks like you do Who only seeks truth And tells the devil to shoo  I'd show him to you If I could find a man with looks like the sun  Who shines bright as a star when he's only begun He can't count the prizes and awards he's won Who over all completely worships the Son I'd tell you he's the one If I could find a man that would give you a smile One that stays for a whole lifetime Wouldn't just stop by to tell you hi Who could get on his knees and swear to be for you till he dies I might say goodbye I'm a broken down sinful fool Darker than a troll and worse than a ghoul I don't deserve you I don't deserve you If you see what I think And how much of a hypocrite I can be You'd agree I don't deserve you I don't deserve you  But until he shows up I'll give it all I've got  To be him For you

Wipe every tear, break every chain

For the Lamb at the center of the throne will be the shepherd; 'he will lead them to springs of living water.' 'And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.'" He was the best of the best He cared for every sheep He was proud of them He loved them There were days that went well And there were days that went poorly But when His sheep fell He was always there to catch them He held them in His arms and said, 'It will be ok. I am always here to catch you.' He took his fingers And he wiped away the tears 'It's a hard path But I know you can make it. With this staff I will guide you You'll see my candles in the night. Don't worry, my precious one I am by your side.'

A small card with us

If you do, it's not unrequited  Cause you're my sunshine And if you found the escape It'd be to take a life This might be a dangerous adventure And the devil might be sneaky But unlike a stone I won't reject you And as long as we don't Carrey the masks It will be so good, they'll call it by name It won't be a sad story No, neither of us will go out Tis nobler in the mind of a midsummer's night's dream And better than the Christmas of '75 You're like Aphrodite And we're not unfinished music This might be a dangerous adventure but we're nowhere close to The end

Tyler/Joseph

~ Wise men say Only fools rush in But I can't help falling in love with you Should I stay? Would it be a sin If I can't help falling in love with you Like a river flows Surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand Take my whole life too Cause I can't help falling in love with you~ ~And when you're gone I just daydream on And I can't help falling in love with you Like the sun will rise And surely light the sky Darling you and I Oh we are meant to be There's not enough Hours in this life To tell you how much I'm in love with you To tell you how much I'm in love with you~

Sunrise

I wanna go back to those nights Of holding you close to me Of singing along And jumping, baby I wanna go back to those nights Of dancing around Of holding your hands As we sway to the sound I wanna go back And I wanna get stuck I want it to last So wish us good luck I'll try and try to get them back Or get us some more It swings open, the door - So we'll swing and we'll swing And I'll carry you around And your dress will look beautiful And we'll sway to the sound Your hair short and curled And mine who knows where And my shoes all shiny And yours way over there But you spin and come back And we take a step left And the wood floor is glowing With the magic in our step And your eyes are lit up And I can't help but grin Because I think of all the unlucky fools in the gym Who were dancing around and didn't realize that the only girl that they ever should have looked for but can't have anymore was standing in the corner drinking
We're living in the good old days of the future, you and I. 

Puzzle

If life were a puzzle you'd put it together You make everything clear You make everything better If life were a puzzle You'd be the picture The more I discover The more I'd see it's beauty If life were a puzzle You'd be a desk You hold it up Make sure it doesn't fall apart If I were a puzzle You'd still be you You the one person Who will always stay true

Bryan on the Booms

Love is being there When they need it the most Love is being a shoulder to cry on Love is willing to put them before yourself Whenever they need it

Fade

As we walk on the water Our hands are clenched tight I won't let you slip, no I won't let you fall And my eyes spot yours and I see nothing at all Except you standing there And the whole world is under us Cause we stand as we fly, we stand on the sky We'll stand from when the sun rises till it sets in the night Your soft small fingers, I hold them in mine And I open my eyes, look right! Squeeze and let go and glance and your giggles That and the song stuck in my head they give me goose pimples  And can't describe the feeling of when I have you next to me But I'd tell someone that I feel happy and free You release me from what I'm caught in when you look in my eyes Darling this what it is it will never fade, never die And I I wish it could last forever Standing in the fountain, oh there's nothing better And you are the cause of my smile Ticking like a crocodile I hear every second that I have to wait to see you again Life is good You make what doesn't mat

Unreal

She's so unreal But the most real thing in my world I just see her running Her hair flowing back Her vans kick up behind her Her eyes are shining bright Her smile reminds us that the world is a happy place I hear her laugh And it reminds us that the world is a beautiful place She doesn't know She doesn't know how great she makes life
My breathing's heavy My muscles ache It's all regret The things I ate My back and forth state And so I stay up late My forehead beads I have to push on To come back To make myself strong To prove them wrong I see the dawn I can't be beat There's no defeat I will not fall I'll be on my feet The enemies Who chase after me Will see the truth And I'll take my seat They will see They will see

Don't Go Don't Grow

The pit of the church but oh so alone Sitting in a chair but staring in a phone The screen is not lit, no pixels are bright So I stare at the reflections of light I'm gazing into eyes, not some I recall Because the eyes are of a man standing shy but tall The crowds are passing and people are joyous But I sit alone, just me and my chorus It hangs with me all day and whenever I need it But it comes in my mind just when I can't sing it So I hum in my mind thinking of the lyrics While staring at the phone, where the mysterious mirror is "Who is this person that I see tonight? Could I know him better if I stand in the light? I don't want to grow up, I don't want to move on You will make that decision, then everything's gone." Closer and closer I study that screen It's not the yellow I expected, the light now seems green I put the phone down, though not 'cause of fear It seems as if I listen, there's something to hear The birds st
Except... I won't let Tiger Lily get up in my grill I won't let the mermaids splash you on will I won't let them drown you, I won't let them shoot you I won't let you have to step foot off that plank
I know who goes before me I know who stands behind The God of angel armies Is always by my side Chris Tomlin

[Flip The Page]

And again you left me speechless With every single word Your smile is my recess And your eyes are keeping me warm And I just can't help but wonder Just how you came to me How the princess of perfect land Came flying onto this beach Go go go Turn the page Chapter one is just ending The spark caught the flame And I close my eyes and see this place Where we stand We're looking face to face And the sun is in the background And the tide comes to our feet But I'll jump back to the present And not look to chapter 3 And again you left me singing About everything you do I hear a constant ringing and that ringing is for you I hear that you just got your wings But my angel stay with me I know you could fly anywhere But I still want you to see Go go go Turn the page Chapter one is ending The spark caught the flame And I close my eyes to see this place Where we stand We're looking face to face And the sun is in the background And the tide co

Catastrophical

When I close my eyes I'll be asleep When I close my eyes I know I'll dream I don't want you to leave I don't want you to leave I'm scared for my life, my home That it might leave me and yes I freaking know That everything that comes in this mind Is kind of irrational But if you look behind yeah, its catastrophical.
I know it's late and I shouldn't be talking But after driving fast and push-ups I realize I'm walking A little in the wrong direction I think Cuz I screwed up and I'm taking it out on this sink Or this chair or this punching bag or my mind or on you And I'm sorry for all the crap I put you through And that's past and that's present and that's future tense Because when I don't know what I'm thinking I just jump the fence And I do things and go places I didn't intend to  And then I feel terrible like I got the flu And you know what happens to people when they jump over fences They fall in a ditch while an organic cellular experiment is starting and three arms spin around them until they get sand in their DNA and become one with the sand O epmy jpaf upit jsmf, ursj o imfrtdysmf Thanks for being wise and thanks for being smart I'm gonna try my hardest to play my part Oz qtpif pg yjr noh dyrq yjsy upi yppl  Upi ertr qtpnsnau mrtbpid, niy upi v

Thanks for Mom

She worries and prays for my well-being And heaven knows that I'll be needing The support from my mom as I slowly grow up But in her eyes I'm speeding, I'm chugging the cup She'll blink and I'm gone and I'm studying abroad I'll be far away and she'll wait for so long Until Christmas and New Years until I'll be home And my mom, she's a brave one, the best that I've known And I can't help but thank you for all that you've done You know I've really enjoyed being your son She cares and she feeds She taught them to read She'll drive them around Until they're half-way teens She can't help but love And God gave her to us It's hard to say goodbye To the one who brought us into this life There's a picture in her room of us in the fall And she's holding me tight thinking nothing at all But her love for her son and I so feel it too And I thanked God for mom and then I grew And I half to admit t

Quotidian

The Cross should be our daily thing; We wake for the Lord and we thank Him we breathe We live out for Him and He gives us life We rejoice in the day and we rejoice in the night We rejoice in the pain and we rejoice in the joy We thank God for sending His only boy All that we do is for the Lord So weather I am on stage or I'm on the court Help me to show Your glory everywhere With every truth and every dare With every thought and every action And every little glance and attraction Every response and every reaction Remind me to think of the crucifixion.

The Hurt

A girl back on avenue  Sitting on the bench And the guy we passed on 5th Who was fixing a fence And the homeless guy begging For a single smile And there's me here in this life Who sees nothing at all Everyone has seen it Everyone will face it Everyone has a reason Everyone is in a season My guitar sounds like teardrops Strumming away All the sobs of the moment You pause and you play Because so many hurt And so many cry And that's why I hate to say the word Goodbye Are you sitting on the floor On the far side of your bed Where nobody can see you And maybe think that you're dead Are you wishing there was more To this life than what you got And are you dealing with the fights That your mind has fought?  No one else can see it You hold it in Everyone is wondering  Is she where we think she is? My guitar sounds like tear drops Strumming away All the sobs of the moment You pause and you play  Because so many hurt And so many cry And that's why I hate to say the word Goodbye

Night

As you lie in your bed  And look to the right The 36 squares Of sparkling night That's the same sky That's the same sky We aren't too far Do you see that star? I can see the same one Where our dreams are I'll see you when I close my eyes I'll see you when I close my eyes

Pages of Sky

He's trapped inside this world With a painted and fake horizon  Waits for us to feed him But I call him a dragon He latches on and dreams of flight But it's too bad he doesn't have wings Isn't that what we all wish we had Wings: such wonderous things.  But we don't all need wings to fly She could always manage Somehow to get up in the sky But maybe she has an advantage Think of happy things I said And she's never doubted a word A single one that came out of my mouth No matter how absurd So she jumps up and just starts believing Her faith never trembling And down below we gathered up We didn't know for what we were assembling  But we all looked up and gasped for air When the girl, she starts to fly She's such a natural, it was made for her I zone out till I hear, "Oh my!" And I flinch and look up and she's higher than me Doing loop-the-loops The one very trick I could never master But she's inspired the group All of our friends follow af

Jupiter

There's something about when I think about you The trees start to grow and the flowers all bloom The sun starts to rise and show it's glorious hue And the water it clears into the most beautiful blue My headaches dissipate and my scars are cleaned The air, it feels like we found a perfect spring breeze The wars all stop and every person's at peace And the darkness turns into something you can finally see HMDJZIABSAJZID

Hold

Thanks, I think I feel you holding me You got me tightly in your arms Like in a night where tears are streaming And my Dad makes sure I know I'm Yours Thanks, I think I feel you holding me You got me securely everywhere And even when I'm away, I know I'm okay Because I know that You're always there Thanks, I think I feel you holding me You've given me brothers to light up my day They drive me crazy sometimes, but today I'm alright Because I know they want me to play Thanks, I think I feel you holding us My family and her and all my best friends I see Your work and your hand and my amazing fam And relationships I don't think will end

Come Home

Remember my friend the things you were taught The love that was shown to you You straight up forgot The people, they accepted you Great examples you had And what happened to your heart It was never this bad You don't mean it to harm I know that can't be you But what would your mother think Honestly, if she knew? This life isn't for fun It wasn't made for the joy It wasn't made for us to sit around And be boys- It was made for us to be men To stand up to the pain To stand up to the temptations To dance in the rain To sing in our trials Because we have the true strength And it wasn't a drink or an E-cig That died for your sake I want to tell you with love But the brutal honesty I don't want it to hurt you I don't want it to sting So I have to make the choice Is our relationship worth more Than what could possibly be fixed For you to restore? Come home Come home
The dark's not taking prisoners tonight

Day

Today's a day  And that's okay I don't think it's great The hour that I wake I don't want to say I have to go debate But it's okay Today's a day The day will pass like all the rest No use in fighting and holding it back Just live it out, enjoy what you can Cuz that time you spent can never come back Today's a day And that's okay Gotta get on my feet Gotta get down and eat Gotta hop in my car We're driving far That's okay Today's a day Days are great I can't relate

Stuck in My Head

There's a song stuck in my head And I can't write my own instead Get out of my mind Get out of my head There's a song that sings my life And I'm glad it's on my side Get out of my head Get out of my mind And oh, you got me singing out You got me singing out And oh, I'm always ringing out So I'll scream and shout! Na na you are my favorite song And all day long I wanna listen to you and Na na you got me dancing So come and dance with me soon I wanna listen to you There's a song I listened to And every stations playing it through You're my favorite beat Yeah, you're my favorite tune I can't stop until we meet Cuz it plays from your heartbeat You're my favorite tune You're my favorite beat And oh, you got me singing out You got me singing out And oh, I'm always ringing out So I'll scream and shout! Na na you are my favorite song And all day long I wanna listen to you and Na na you got me dancing S

AIAPA

He has a care for his little brother He nods at me to make sure I'm ok He silently asks if I'm holding up And when I start to write he sends me a text I always say things and playfully make fun When he doesn't insult me and sticks out his tongue All he ever wants to do is help And it seems like I hate him, to give him hell He's always better and better than me How I'll turn out? Well, we'll see But I'm pretty darn sure he's got it figured out Keep silently helping in just your amount
I lie in my bed And I hear that song through the walls  There is a truth and its on our side Dawn is coming Open your eyes

DWD

And if I can't sleep If I don't dream Will you at least Stay with me? And if I cant think When I can't see Darling I need you To stay with me And I'm so sorry For not being strong When you needed me All along And I'm so sorry For not forgetting the past And for saying you worry And for arguing about taking out the trash That wasn't to you though That was to mom So I'm sorry for everything you'll hear me say In the years to come I'm sorry for being dramatic And not wanting to be me I'm just not emphatic  On the bad things I see I'm sorry for not keeping my word When I tell you things You know I hate promises And even more- dissapointing I'm sorry for not flying in And sweeping you off your feet When the trouble came And I was still at sea I'm sorry for not being Everything you need me to be I'm sorry for not seeing Everything you wish I  could see I'm sorry for coming into your life But I'm so glad you came into mine And I&

TWIU

What is this world? What is this world?  Full of terrible people  Doing horrible things Destroying the bells and steeples  So the churches won't ring What is this world?  All these selfish men And I'm on that list Making delicacies for themselves then Slandering and being racist What is this world? What is this world?  Eating and drinking as they please Asking for another slice of beef Getting drunk and going racing Getting locked in a cell while they sing I am this world I am ruin I am sin I am destruction I hate I judge I steal I lie I am everything that people in this world say is terrible but I do nothing to try and fix it Because I am this world What is this world? This world is us "Renew your minds" "Do not conform to this world" Do something

NET

If I say that it won't Will it? If I pretend that it won't Will it kill me? If I stop and I act and fake it all Won't it creep up and overwhelm me? But how can I start, I foresee it all How can I prepare for my downfall? So I stop and I act and I fake it all Already, about 3 days in.

TBB

You have called me higher You have called me deeper And I'll go where you will lead me Lord

MPWF

I can't do work because of her smile And I when I think, I go in denial She stole my heart She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight I can't stop listening to her songs Because I started last night and all morning long She stole my heart  She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight I can't stop flipping through my photos Be-cause-all-day-she-makin-me-loco She stole my heart  She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight I can't stop waiting for tonight I'm trying to skip through time with all my might She stole my heart She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight I can't write a song because there's too much to say If I try I'll be sitting here all day She stole my heart She stole my mind And she took my ability to think straight Yeah you stole my heart You stole my mind And darling for you I will wait

The battle between good and evil

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Cricket

There's a cricket and the room and it won't get eaten It chirps all day, yes it chirps without ceasing It's there right now, I can hear it mocking me Because I can't eat it so he's saying "nothing's stopping me!" I could reach inside and kill it with a knife I could reach inside and it might think it can hide But I won't How long is the life span of that stupid cricket I guess we'll find out since I choose not to kill it But it's in a dragons cage, and if spike feels the rage He could surely just devour it quickly But spikes not as annoyed as -oh my gosh it stopped The chirping has stopped oh, could it be true? No. It hasn't. A disgusting two words: it resumed. Why can't the dragon just eat it up So that everyone in the house might not throw up From this incredibly annoying chirping we hear 24/7 subconscious in our ears It's going louder and faster now It won't stop  It won't stop

Shepherd

I always used to say that I'd rather live on the streets in a box with the love of my life Than to be rich and have everything and not be with my wife Don't worry what tomorrow has to bring. We have the greatest love living inside of us, guiding us, and He will never leave. 

Pandora's Box

Expansion writing: I can write a million words Starting from, "do you like birds?"  I can then say things like, "You you wish you could fly?"  You've got two questions to answer Both yes and no But if you give me something simple You know how I'll go "Why is that?" I ask And there will will be more and more words And this conversation grows that originated with birds They don't really matter It's something kind of simple So my expansion writing Is nothing not simple But when I write compression That's taking something large A theory or idea With such a huge margin Squeezing it and wording it And putting it into a song When something that would accurately describe it Would be far too long Because I don't have the words I don't have the expressions To fit what I'm feeling  Onto a paper impressioned Or on a screen with these lights You just shine really all too bright

(Love, love)

Heaven and earth have finally aligned Days are good

No

Oh, will I ever know? It's somewhere there But will I ever hear? This sadness crawls into my heart And before I can even start You say... No

That was the question....

To wear, or not to wear My teeth feel numb and my visions going out I can't see my thumb, though it's out and about There's a very distant throbbing, though it's miles away Miles through the sobbing, the heartache, the pain  This instrument of death is waiting in its case You know, the small orange one sitting by the vase What? How did it get there? Is it following me around? "Yes and id like to put my retainer in your mouth!" I'm hearing the voices, it's driving me insane! "You're already insane for letting your teeth scoot away." Scoot away from each other or scoot away from me? "That there's the question, you wanna open and see?" No, get away from me! I scream and I itch Because these unsettling voices have an earie pitch I eat the next meal, a few hours passed And I can't help but feel the food going in between the gap The gap in my teeth? No! My braces fixed that! "And your retainer would help you if you weren&

You Read My Mind

Let's take this time To make the most potential paintings The best of memories To adventure the island That I like to call Neverland One week Let's make it seem like twenty I know it will seem more like 1/8 But let's try

Even With Its Relativity

And like you said It was real this time Not in my head Not just in a rhyme She opened the door It was perfect

See You Tomorrow

It's been a long month, without you my friend But I'll tell you all about it when I see you again I've come a long way, from where I began And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again Man, who knew? All the cars I've ridden Emotions been hidden And now I'm here not running but sittin On another bed You know I'd love to see my own bed And someone came to me today and said We'll be there tomorrow And I wanted to sleep to pass all the time away Those were the days One month, and nothing's changed Now I'll see you and calm my heart's race How can I not think about home when home is all that I want And everything I've been through home was still so far and Tomorrow I'll see home and I'll say It's been a long month, without you my friend But I'll tell you all about cuz I see you again I've come a long way, from where I began And I'll tell you all about it cuz you're right here again C
You know I'm running I'm running through the trees I'm jumping over logs I'm skipping those stones You know I'm waiting I'm waiting for you I'm waiting for us I'm waiting for home I'd like to say without you I'm a lost boy But I think you know I'll always be your Lost Boy
Without you I feel broke Like I'm half of a whole Without you I've got no hand to hold Without you I feel torn Like a sail in a storm Without you I'm just a sad song  We the kings
As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight Owl City
Are there sunsets in silhouette dreams?  You be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground, I'll be the wings to keep your heart in the clouds
I'm tired I'm worn My heart is heavy From the work it takes To keep on breathing
And wherever she goes to Whatever she does Please always be with her because You are her Father You will never stop caring Your love is so unfailing You're stronger and smarter Than all of our enemies So I'll trust You instead of me Protect her always As I know you can Bring me back to see her again
Tu me manques 

Sing and Pray

I wish she could sing me to sleep tonight. Without that,  And I think And I think And I look at the clock And I think And I think And I look at the clock And I breathe And I breathe Just to keep myself Force  Myself To Breathe And I look at the clock Sing me asleep with a song that won't fade That's stuck in my head all night and all day Sing me asleep with a song and then pray That I can live a twelfth of my year without seeing your face

Don't read this

I can't leave I don't have the strength The longest I've ever been gone It comes in a day And you've already left You were rushed out the door "You can do it." Is all you said And you walked out the door And I turned around because I wanted to say How much you mean to me and how I want you to stay How without you I'm not sure that I could live a day How hell's waiting in Houston and I can only think hate I hate myself for not being a man and saying my mind and how I run up to my room and I immediately start crying because I hate the way that we can't have a proper goodbye because the world is staring at us waiting to ask why and meanwhile I feel her head against my shoulder and I have to push away because it's inappropriate to hold her and when we leap in the pool I can't hold her hand and when we go to our schools  we can't play in the same bands and our summers are different and I end up away while she's home or doing stuff in ano

Silhouettes in the Light

Can I hold you and dance Till we're off of our feet In the air we can fly And we can finally be free And we can look at the sky And look as far as we can see And claim that forever We'll be traveling there I saw the moon tonight And the stars around were burning bright You wouldn't believe me if I told you, But I saw our silhouettes in the light I saw the moon tonight And darling I swear that we were in flight And if only in our dreams or reality I saw our silhouettes in the light Can I pick up your hand And lace my fingers in yours Can I spin you around Until we soar through that door! And we can look at the stars And we can shine just as bright And claim that forever We'll be traveling there! I saw the moon tonight And the stars around were burning bright You wouldn't believe me if I told you, But I saw our silhouettes in the light I saw the moon tonight And darling I swear that we were in flight And if only in our dreams or realit

Emily

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Good night

I've been lying here awake for hours.  What are you thinking about? What are you dreaming? You know I hope that you've been For hours sleeping But I can't help but wonder Do you have these nights? Do you know what it's like To lay in bed and sigh And think about the morrow  And think about you and I? Do you stare at the ceiling With those thoughts that I might die? Are you ever too scared to Just for a second close your eyes Cuz if this isn't reality Or if I'm living in a 7th grade fantasy Or if you are ever close to leaving me I don't want to wake up I don't want to go to sleep I want to stay right where I am I want to be next to you I want to spend every moment Looking after you Good night 

And I'm so sorry... I miss you

I almost pummeled you When I saw your face I ran so fast and almost took you down  Um, I guess the word's ashamed The stuff inside my brain can't handle Anything at all like you It thinks too much and acts without Anything to do So embarrassing things happen Like almost killing my very best friend And I see bad things happening In the future again and again Because the stuff inside my brain can't handle Anything at all like you It thinks too much and acts without Anything to do So the terrible stuff that happens Is... Because of you I hope someone read the title with blink 182 in their head

This is why I feel like a failure

There used to be a boy Who thought he had it all figured out He thought his life was amazing Always perfect, never a drought  He said, "I've already seen the worst of it." I already know just what to do. When temptation overcomes me I won't let it get to you Next thing you know Trips happen again Summer time madness Here for 5, leave for 10 I miss you I miss you I can't control myself  Stay away before it's too late Cries that freaking little elf Sitting on my left side My shoulder's getting bruised Because the right side over here is saying Dude you have way too much to lose He's jumping up and down yelling Don't you dare touch that hand While I reach out, I almost grab it He shouts louder than a band Don't fall under that trap from satan Once you step out you're a goner You know how "way leads on to way" I know, Lance, you're stronger Push away, absorb the pain Wait it out a while The future's more important now Don'
Don't worry I'm on my way home

Day 4

Coming home tomorrow I'd be so excited if I wasn't laying in a hotel bed Across the continent I'm so glad you had a good time And made so many new friends I hope that if you had the choice You would do it over again You know I'd talk forever Because wise decisions aren't my thing I would just think of the friendship growing Not staying up freakishly late, just bonding I want to hear the sound of your voice More than anything else And between all the exciting moments here My mind is somewhere else We'll be eating at voodoo donuts And I'll be thinking of you And we'll be catching ALL THE SALMON And I'll wish you were here too And we'll be doing whatever and everything And all that will be on my mind is Wishing you were here by my side Yeah you could say you've been missed

Day 3

One night, pretty long ago, I was walking my dog. I always walk my dog at night time because it's cooler. You weren't there and so I looked up and realized that we were under the same sky. Same stars. Same constellations. Orion is right in front of me with his weapons, and as I was walking I sang these words right off my head... Orion Won't you watch over her? If she's crying Will you comfort her? Can the stars in the sky shine down on my baby? Can the constellations come down for her, maybe When I'm gone? And tonight I was walking my dog. And I looked up at the stars... Hey there Delilah don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely. Give this song another listen Close your eyes.  Listen to my voice, it's my disguise.  I'm by your side.

Day 2

I wander around this jungle No one is here I can't seem to find anything But fungus and fear The mushrooms grow bigger As my room grows smaller I'm trapped inside this place With just ribbits and without dollars I won't be able to exit Until I hear that song That faint "La la la" And everyone singing along It will mean that you're here Finally again And though it's just the second day I'm fearful you won't come around the bend Save me from this jungle Of sitting at home all day With nobody to talk to And Joshua and Caleb asking to play... *shudder* I know I'm supposed to be the one Singing, "be good and don't you miss me" My hopeful happy thoughts are fading Yeah you called it, they're history Come back and sing to me Keep being my melody You're song's always stuck in my head EE em aye L why?

Day 1

I feel your pain: I pictured a long hug A few final words and then you turn and go A turn of your head as you hop in a bus And as you drive off I watch as time is slow But no... I look back as I leave the room You are sitting with your friends A quick, "I'll miss you, have fun" was all I got To tell you before I had to leave you be We'll see If I don't break down in the next few days Because as I am here, you are far far away And I wait only to leave before you return And so I will come back home to you yet again And then I'll ask how your trip was and you'll ask about mine And we'll be so happy again but in the mean time I'll be waiting and waiting and you are having the time of your life Hopefully. While the mean time is being far to mean to me I'll be Waiting for you and then you will wait for me And then that day of independence for our country I will leave for a time much longer than this And we'll see the break
Dear Lord, help me with this day For me to give you praise With every move I make Dear Lord, help me think of thou Not just here and now For every moment me to bow Dear Lord, let me be your tool So I can bring your name to school Because I know I'm not "too cool" Dear Lord, I surrender to your word Help me to use it like a sword To protect me against this world. 

I don't get it

I sit here  With a song stuck in my head With a very clear vision Of the words that you just said With a joy in my heart That is unfathomable  Because of a love That's not malleable I can't stop looking To my side When you sit next me I almost die Cuz of the fireworks that pop Inside of my head When I look to my side I could almost drop dead No one that pretty Should be sitting next to me No one that amazing Should be where my eyes can see But you run to me  with open arms And your eyes get wide  My face looks like mars Red and fat and having no life But you keep the life in me Like I said, I'm so spoiled I just don't get what you see But I've heard you say the same And that's what I don't get Cuz if you were in my shoes You're freaking pants would get wet Cuz you're everything a guy could want Everything plus 1000 more Everything and nothing less From the outside to the core I kn

You're a bad song

you're a bad bad song And I will never sing along All the times that we had talked And now those moments are all gone And we were happy you and me And now your face is all I see When I look at the album cover Of your bad bad song The voices of your memories are screeching in my mind Because they're haunting all the history of my past that I can find And I can't seem To get it out of my head I can't seem To find another song instead Cuz you're a bad bad song And I will never sing along All the times that we had talked And now those moments are all gone And we were happy you and me And now your face is all I see When I look at the album cover Of your bad bad song The singing is like begging me to rid you of my thoughts Because the hearts and the kisses are really all that I had gotten And I can't seem To forgive myself for the time That I'd seen you as being mine! you're a bad bad song And I will never sing along All the t

Lost

The rain falls down and I walk out Standing on my own Until you come up standing tall and proud I hear, "You can't be alone." "I won't let you go it alone." And I stare into those deep deep eyes And no words come out with my smile Because somewhere deep inside I hear my voices cry, I get lost in your eyes I get lost in your smile I get lost in you I get lost in you I get lost in your words Yeah every single verse I get lost in you I get lost in you And I'll stay The H2O dropping far below places where it was born And it fell on us, they scream, "dangerous!" But it can't hurt, not even sore So let's dance in the rain for forevermore! And I stare into those deep deep eyes And every word floods out in my mind Because everywhere inside of me cries This new song will arise! I get lost in your eyes I get lost in your smile I get lost in you I get lost in you I get lost in your words Yeah every single verse
I'm gonna go and there will be too many memories They will flood in like a tidal wave I will sit in the place where I put a snow cone on her head and I will stand in the place where Jesus flooded my heart for the first time.  Our hearts they cry Be glorified Be lifted high Above all names For you our king With everything we will shout for your praise Tear Hands 1,000 Tear Goosebumps Jesus

Camp

And he sat there in the cafeteria waiting for her. Watching the door for her to walk through. Little 8th grade Lance. He looked up and saw that other girl who rode on the bus with them. She laughed. "What?" He said. "Nothing." She responded. He kept waiting with that terrible food and weird blue drink. She finally entered the room and he watched as she waited in line. "Stop staring" the other girl said. "You're being to obvious." 

Don't think

I'm not losing you I see you everyday Every moment I close my eyes Or look at the sky Or listen to the birds No, no goodbyes  So don't think now We'll wait for the morning When I am (leaving) And you are (working)  I'm here, I'm here I'll never leave  Look to your right At my poetry I'll always be waiting Come on friend Let's run like the wind Wendy  Let's run like the wind

In one breath

I wanna write a new song with the lyrics on the screen The chords in my head and a new tune to sing I wanna pluck those strings with the right sound in mind And when you ask me to play it I can play it alright Cuz I've played it over and over and what's it about? It's about how I can't write a song and words won't flow out of my mouth And you'll say, "Oh how ironic cuz you're singing right now" And I'll say, "Thanks, I didn't write it, but I'll still take a bow" Cuz it's the other guy who sometimes takes over my brain And I can't get him to keep out but he does keep me sane Cuz he gets all these words out that I never can think of And all my fingers are doing right now are just to keep calm

Pressure

The tears are flowing like a frozen waterfall                                                       I don't know where to start . is the smartest -- drives me nuts                .- is the mysterious one and --. gives me a smile      -.. is kind of oblivious                                                                                                 and so is -.-. but there's . again                                                                                                                     Why .-? What's the reason?                                                                                If -- would be silent                                             Maybe I could figure it out I almost did Don't say goodnight  .

Psalm 10:16-18

The Lord is King for ever and ever; The nations will perish from his land. You, Lord, hear the desire of the afflicted; You encourage them, and you listen to their cry, Defending the fatherless and the oppressed So that mere earthly mortals Will never again strike terror.  My God will protect me from the hand of the evil one. Every enemy in this life has no power against the one true God. He is a merciful God who hears the faintest of cries and reaches His hand down in love to protect us. He cares for those who don't have anyone to look after them. He fights on the bullied side. He is always there when you need Him. He hears your every thought and tends to all our needs. He loves us that much. 

I'll pray

I'm plugging my ears for the stuff I can't hear And I'm cutting the lights for the things I don't like I'm trying to stop them from coming my way I'm trying to stop them to help me stay sane I understand now the whole schooling battle Because some of the things now are just a rattle A faint little disturbance instead of a shock When for the first time I heard them I jumped out of my socks I don't want to get used to them, cuz it will lead to usage And I know that a fact because I used to use them He fixed up my life and I never said them again In fear that she might hear of my terrible sins But yes, I confess, I at one time was that Someone, or something, that spoke all that crap But I'm fighting it now, human nature I mean Because the things people say is stuff they can't scream It's disguised among certain little words Little phrases and joking about homosexuality and turds They want to say more about their pain and their stru

Good

Ok, I'll tell you The last seven days were spent thinking of you Because I had to picture something good in my mind to help me get through The dudes all around me were mean and trashy But I had to stay true to my God and you and that meant keeping myself classy Classy with the spirit and classy with the truth Because I'm not gonna put on another face for the crowd if it isn't who I'd be for you But the music was nice and the counselors were cool And it was really nice to get away from my house and one hundred percent forget school I love the place and I love the lake and it was all so amazing And I looked up one night and I saw the sky and I just wanted to stay star gazing Cuz we were under the same roof We were both under God's protection, a connection, it gave me a little proof That you were good

Yay!

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Poem

Hey I can think of better places Hey (I don't think I could ever forget your face)  Hey I don't think that anyone could ever forget that face Hey I've been looking for directions But it's kind of reminding me of inception... Hey what your building in your mind has only one connection Hey I've been thinking real hard And I know that selfless heart is scared From all the people who've forgotten her and all the wars she's fought; a car Hey I don't think it'll bring you there And I'm kind of guessing you don't care I see you driving it away until you get to through that heart's tear Hey look I'm here  Cuz you're the tear in mine, just trust me dear  Hey look it's a different land in front of us and this one's very queer  Hey look it never fades away Hey look it never forgets a face  Hey look it's always one to chase because this island stays the same Forever And it's a perfect wonderland Forever I'll see you in...

Fob Watch

I don't really have one But if I did it'd be bleeding Because the ticking won't start But it won't stop, it's not seizing Pictures of the fob watch Swings in my brain Hypnotizes me And it drives me insane Don't worry my dear My journey home started The exact very moment That I first departed

List

People in my family say I have a gift with words I can write a nice letter or a beautiful poem Showing the image of soaring birds I will admit I don't have it figured out I get a rare twist I get a fun shout I often get block The words don't just come They don't run like a river Right out of my mouth But if I did have that gift Even a thousand times more I'd want to right something That brought you in to explore To find a new world of these things we call words And to use them to paint a vision you could never imagine Except with my words And I'd want to write about you Oh I would want to write about you I'd want to write about your smile and your eyes and their hue I'd think of all the words that could describe Or even begin to describe just what I want to say  And here are a list of words that would have that forté:

Blurryface?

I wonder sometimes about all the faces out there Can there really be more or are they just for a scare? Is it an excuse that the mind is being taken control of Or could it be that you just have sinful thoughts in your head? I'm not accusing or saying they're wrong,  But if Blurry is real than their fans will be on the run Say that redemption is in Christ and He won the war And that we can't fight him with only our bar We don't have any strength without Jesus our Lord So our fight against Blurryface won't end with us with a sword If we rely on our own strength and even Tyler's music Than we can't bear to fight it, he will always win He will keep on bringing those thoughts and keep on waging This war inside our minds that are just chains God is breaking But we need to let go and we need to let Him do his thing Because He is stronger and He knows what to bring We can't help you take him down We can't help you take him do